1. |
Medicine Man
04:15
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Be not afraid
Of the terror inside
Or the visions you see
When you close your eyes
Pay no mind
For bliss is blind
Psychologically inclined
To listen to lies
Prescription poison
Designed to deconstruct
Inside is nothing
Just like the skies above
All we did was listen
Now we are left to
Wonder why
There is no light
In all of our fucking lives
Like an infection from a wound
That cannot be sterilized
Every single day
It wont go away
It's here to stay
I hate to say
I participate
And it escalates
I'm about to break
See it in my face
Wait
I can't take it anymore
Emotionless
Hopeless
I can't focus
One too many
Broke components
This isn't what I thought
It meant to healthy
Alone in silence
In my head screaming
Help me
Emotionless
Hopeless
I can't focus
One too many
Broke components
This isn't what I thought
It meant to healthy
Alone in silence
In my head screaming
Help me
This isn't what I thought
It meant to healthy
Alone in silence
In my head screaming
Help me
This isn't what I thought
It meant to healthy
Alone in silence
In my head screaming
Help me
It never stops
Come
Take my hand
I am the medicine man
There you go
And here I am
Trust me
You'll understand
How'd you like
To never feel again
It will be okay
Just put it all away
I can see it in your face
You needed to escape
The day to day
This will fix everything
This sickness is covered
All are paid in full
Except the subject
Helpless, played the fool
Pain for profit
And notoriety
Whatever it takes
To stack the sheets
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2. |
Clown Baby
03:30
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Look down on me
I don't care anymore
You don't know me
Only stories
Nowadays
People portray
Their face
In two completely different ways
I don't know you
But that's okay
Because I don't want to
No games and
No fucking excuse
The endless days of abuse
Have me so used to being used
Looking back it was all that I knew
So it makes sense
Why I trusted you
You think I didn't know
You were listening to close
Not to sympathize
But to solidify your roll
Step by step following the ghost
On your pedestal
But you wanted the throne
Narcissistic jealousy
Is all that I ever see
So obsessed with being seen
No matter what it means
Look at me
Look at me
Another clown baby
Not a thought
Left to think
Just another
Just another slave to the screen
If I carve
My heart out of my chest
Pour my soul onto the floor
And sacrifice this vessel
Then will they
Remember me
How many blades
Can one spine take
Before trust
Doesn't just break
But all
Falls apart
Descending into
Never ending dark
Sworn to solitude
Thoughts I can't exclude
And for all of what
You have done to me
I would like to say
Thank you
Without the way
You would spit in my face
And portray my name
As if I was to blame
For the faults of your own
I suffered alone
But it let me know
All I do is grow
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3. |
Universe 25
04:04
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Welcome to the fucking suffering
Never enough
Even when you have everything
How long can this sustain
Before we create endless pain
Sea of greed and satisfaction
Dying for one more distraction
Ego so easily fractured
A world of self serving souls
Unable to think for yourself
All you do is replicate someone else
And so begins the process of a plague
None will control
Spreading like an opiate in blood
There's no turning back
We are what we've become
Spreading like opiates in blood
There's no turning back
We are what we've become
Only so long as you keep idols
Inside of your fucking eyes
The more you will live by a life full of lies
Before you know, you will see
This is the end of everything
This is the end
This is the end of everything
This is the end of everything
What once was a future
Of fortune and fortitude
Is now diluted
To people just like you
Under the veil of kindness
Always sleeps the truth
All it takes
Is one mind
With entitlement
Who's self inclined
To see diseased and poor
And only wonder how they
Gain more
What no one
Seems to see
Is once you have it all
There is nothing
What no one
Seems to see
Is once you have it all
There is nothing
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4. |
B.H.C.F.H.C.
03:51
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Come one come all
Stand in line
Say your prayers
One at a time
So long and goodbye
It's time to say goodnight
So what is next
When the rivers run dry
No sun in the sky
Then there's just you and I
Only the strong will survive
Look me inside my eyes
Only one of us will make it out alive
Look me inside my eyes
Only one of us will make it out alive
Fuck
Only the strong will survive
First come first serve
Get what you deserve
I can't promise
It won't hurt
This is a step by step guide
On how to break down the human body
From full figure
Into serviceable
Choice cuts of meat
From the beginning
Of these modern times
We are still animals inside
From the beginning
Of these modern times
We are still animals inside
We must feed
First step, preparation
Second is, hanging from above
Next up, let them bleed
Then proceed with beheading
Skinning, gutting
Until there is nothing
Cut to pieces
The hunger
Never ceases
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5. |
Trauma Dump
05:21
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Look at this photograph
It always makes me sad
To see all that I had
It's hard to look at that
I hope you understand
But, I understand
If you don't
Just like some people can't
And some just, won't
What was the point
Of what you've done
All this suffering
To benefit no one
From the first day I could dream
Began all the worst memories
Just another day
To anticipate
And watch the hands rotate
I need an escape
Tie it tight
Roll it up
And pour it down
I'll do anything
Just to drown it out
I'll try everything
That I haven't found
Even if it puts me
Into the fucking ground
Dead or alive
Time will decide
I only feel safe
Out of my mind
Dead or alive
Time will decide
I only feel safe
Out of my mind
It is so beautiful here
I wish that I could stay
I've realized my worst fear
Please, don't go
Away
It's all gone
They are all gone
I can be
I can be
Whatever I want to be
Even if it means
Forgetting pieces of me
I can be
I can be
Whatever I want to be
Even if it means
Forgetting pieces of me
After all
The only one
Who knows you is you
They may see your eyes
But never your view
The coldest nights
I have felt to the bone
Deafening silence
Dissonant overtones
Yet I adore being this oddity
Of all I've known
None knew me
Washed in gray
A haze overlays my eyes
Feeling so alive
While I am paralyzed
Chemical compounds
Revealing what's inside
The best day
Of my life
Was the moment
That I died
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6. |
Monopoly
03:22
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Break your day in eights
You may die before you wake
Walk the fine line
Watching every move you make
A prison disguised as a system
In reality there isn't a difference
Identified before you're even alive
Another number
Fucking falling in line
Do what you're fucking told
Buy what you're sold
It's a dream
It's a dream
That I don't fucking believe
Everything that I see
Looks like lies to me
It's all just another fucking machine
I will never fall asleep
God is currency
God is currency
God is currency
God is currency
We're all fucked
Every step you take
Don't forget
The jail is waiting
To be your bed
Make one mistake
And it all ends
You will never
Be free again
You know what's next
It is time to collect
I have most of the pieces
But now I want the rest
Get fucked
Enough
We don't own anything
But our blood
I don't know why I'm alive
When I wake up
Dead inside
I'm alive inside a complex
Never ending
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7. |
Profit // Prophet
05:24
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Take a ride
On the wild side
There's no sand
In the lines
Only one time
Or maybe more
Just not like before
Time to collect
And leave nothing left
Fiscal fortune teller
Snake oil seller
First class bottom dweller
The devil is alive
Inside of the elders
The devil is alive
Inside of the elders
Policies paid to print
Disgusting
All that we're funding
Endless suffering
War over nothing
Every night that you close your eyes
The innocent continue to die
Deprivation of life
Provided by you and I
Desolate war torn streets
The echo of the orphans weep
They think you are asleep
But I know that you see
Wake up
When will you say that
Enough is enough
Fuck
They made a game
Out of all of our lives
Every day is the same
Pay the price to survive
Where oh where does it all go
When the water isn't clean
Poverty and collapsed roads
All while they live in golden hills
Meadows of sunshine, flower filled
Pools of water flowing until they spill
Wearing the skins of innocence they've killed
Not even an instance of good will
Every intention was just to instill
Trickling down, into the ground
Of these marble floors
It's easy to be a prophet
Looking out from Heavens door
You will own nothing
And you will be happy
You will own nothing
And you will be happy
You will own nothing
And you will be happy
What the fuck did you say to me
What the fuck
What the fuck
What the fuck did you say to me
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8. |
Hunger Stones
06:41
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One day
The day will come
Nowhere
Left to run
And once you
Think it's done
The fun
Has just begun
And if you thought
All that we have been through
Was tough and too much
Wait until you see
What is coming up
Breeding young
Into a world
We have no fondness of
I can remember
Before the algorithm
Back when we had a chance
To make our own decisions
Don't think for yourself
Read, watch and listen for your health
Eliminate imagination
Replace it with adaptation
Perhaps we've grown too fast
An ideation that couldn't last
Even with a gift so vast
We are doomed to repeat our past
The reality is
That not all will lay eyes
Upon the shallow river beds
It will be
You and I
Forced to survive
While the tyrants
Rest their heads
It is in these
Perilous moments
We analyze
Every word we've said
As whats left of oxygen
Escapes my chest
Oh how I have waited
For this final breath
Behind the gated and razored walls
They construct with our wages
To laugh in our faces
If we don't stop they never will
It will never be enough
Until they kill
All of the poor
Or put them in cages
A future wasted
And all for what
They make break some
But they can't stop all of us
They can't stop all of us
They can't stop all of us
They can't stop all of us
They can't stop all of us
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