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Petunia

by SURGEON

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1.
Medicine Man 04:15
Be not afraid Of the terror inside Or the visions you see When you close your eyes Pay no mind For bliss is blind Psychologically inclined To listen to lies Prescription poison Designed to deconstruct Inside is nothing Just like the skies above All we did was listen Now we are left to Wonder why There is no light In all of our fucking lives Like an infection from a wound That cannot be sterilized Every single day It wont go away It's here to stay I hate to say I participate And it escalates I'm about to break See it in my face Wait I can't take it anymore Emotionless Hopeless I can't focus One too many Broke components This isn't what I thought It meant to healthy Alone in silence In my head screaming Help me Emotionless Hopeless I can't focus One too many Broke components This isn't what I thought It meant to healthy Alone in silence In my head screaming Help me This isn't what I thought It meant to healthy Alone in silence In my head screaming Help me This isn't what I thought It meant to healthy Alone in silence In my head screaming Help me It never stops Come Take my hand I am the medicine man There you go And here I am Trust me You'll understand How'd you like To never feel again It will be okay Just put it all away I can see it in your face You needed to escape The day to day This will fix everything This sickness is covered All are paid in full Except the subject Helpless, played the fool Pain for profit And notoriety Whatever it takes To stack the sheets
2.
Clown Baby 03:30
Look down on me I don't care anymore You don't know me Only stories Nowadays People portray Their face In two completely different ways I don't know you But that's okay Because I don't want to No games and No fucking excuse The endless days of abuse Have me so used to being used Looking back it was all that I knew So it makes sense Why I trusted you You think I didn't know You were listening to close Not to sympathize But to solidify your roll Step by step following the ghost On your pedestal But you wanted the throne Narcissistic jealousy Is all that I ever see So obsessed with being seen No matter what it means Look at me Look at me Another clown baby Not a thought Left to think Just another Just another slave to the screen If I carve My heart out of my chest Pour my soul onto the floor And sacrifice this vessel Then will they Remember me How many blades Can one spine take Before trust Doesn't just break But all Falls apart Descending into Never ending dark Sworn to solitude Thoughts I can't exclude And for all of what You have done to me I would like to say Thank you Without the way You would spit in my face And portray my name As if I was to blame For the faults of your own I suffered alone But it let me know All I do is grow
3.
Universe 25 04:04
Welcome to the fucking suffering Never enough Even when you have everything How long can this sustain Before we create endless pain Sea of greed and satisfaction Dying for one more distraction Ego so easily fractured A world of self serving souls Unable to think for yourself All you do is replicate someone else And so begins the process of a plague None will control Spreading like an opiate in blood There's no turning back We are what we've become Spreading like opiates in blood There's no turning back We are what we've become Only so long as you keep idols Inside of your fucking eyes The more you will live by a life full of lies Before you know, you will see This is the end of everything This is the end This is the end of everything This is the end of everything What once was a future Of fortune and fortitude Is now diluted To people just like you Under the veil of kindness Always sleeps the truth All it takes Is one mind With entitlement Who's self inclined To see diseased and poor And only wonder how they Gain more What no one Seems to see Is once you have it all There is nothing What no one Seems to see Is once you have it all There is nothing
4.
B.H.C.F.H.C. 03:51
Come one come all Stand in line Say your prayers One at a time So long and goodbye It's time to say goodnight So what is next When the rivers run dry No sun in the sky Then there's just you and I Only the strong will survive Look me inside my eyes Only one of us will make it out alive Look me inside my eyes Only one of us will make it out alive Fuck Only the strong will survive First come first serve Get what you deserve I can't promise It won't hurt This is a step by step guide On how to break down the human body From full figure Into serviceable Choice cuts of meat From the beginning Of these modern times We are still animals inside From the beginning Of these modern times We are still animals inside We must feed First step, preparation Second is, hanging from above Next up, let them bleed Then proceed with beheading Skinning, gutting Until there is nothing Cut to pieces The hunger Never ceases
5.
Trauma Dump 05:21
Look at this photograph It always makes me sad To see all that I had It's hard to look at that I hope you understand But, I understand If you don't Just like some people can't And some just, won't What was the point Of what you've done All this suffering To benefit no one From the first day I could dream Began all the worst memories Just another day To anticipate And watch the hands rotate I need an escape Tie it tight Roll it up And pour it down I'll do anything Just to drown it out I'll try everything That I haven't found Even if it puts me Into the fucking ground Dead or alive Time will decide I only feel safe Out of my mind Dead or alive Time will decide I only feel safe Out of my mind It is so beautiful here I wish that I could stay I've realized my worst fear Please, don't go Away It's all gone They are all gone I can be I can be Whatever I want to be Even if it means Forgetting pieces of me I can be I can be Whatever I want to be Even if it means Forgetting pieces of me After all The only one Who knows you is you They may see your eyes But never your view The coldest nights I have felt to the bone Deafening silence Dissonant overtones Yet I adore being this oddity Of all I've known None knew me Washed in gray A haze overlays my eyes Feeling so alive While I am paralyzed Chemical compounds Revealing what's inside The best day Of my life Was the moment That I died
6.
Monopoly 03:22
Break your day in eights You may die before you wake Walk the fine line Watching every move you make A prison disguised as a system In reality there isn't a difference Identified before you're even alive Another number Fucking falling in line Do what you're fucking told Buy what you're sold It's a dream It's a dream That I don't fucking believe Everything that I see Looks like lies to me It's all just another fucking machine I will never fall asleep God is currency God is currency God is currency God is currency We're all fucked Every step you take Don't forget The jail is waiting To be your bed Make one mistake And it all ends You will never Be free again You know what's next It is time to collect I have most of the pieces But now I want the rest Get fucked Enough We don't own anything But our blood I don't know why I'm alive When I wake up Dead inside I'm alive inside a complex Never ending
7.
Take a ride On the wild side There's no sand In the lines Only one time Or maybe more Just not like before Time to collect And leave nothing left Fiscal fortune teller Snake oil seller First class bottom dweller The devil is alive Inside of the elders The devil is alive Inside of the elders Policies paid to print Disgusting All that we're funding Endless suffering War over nothing Every night that you close your eyes The innocent continue to die Deprivation of life Provided by you and I Desolate war torn streets The echo of the orphans weep They think you are asleep But I know that you see Wake up When will you say that Enough is enough Fuck They made a game Out of all of our lives Every day is the same Pay the price to survive Where oh where does it all go When the water isn't clean Poverty and collapsed roads All while they live in golden hills Meadows of sunshine, flower filled Pools of water flowing until they spill Wearing the skins of innocence they've killed Not even an instance of good will Every intention was just to instill Trickling down, into the ground Of these marble floors It's easy to be a prophet Looking out from Heavens door You will own nothing And you will be happy You will own nothing And you will be happy You will own nothing And you will be happy What the fuck did you say to me What the fuck What the fuck What the fuck did you say to me
8.
One day The day will come Nowhere Left to run And once you Think it's done The fun Has just begun And if you thought All that we have been through Was tough and too much Wait until you see What is coming up Breeding young Into a world We have no fondness of I can remember Before the algorithm Back when we had a chance To make our own decisions Don't think for yourself Read, watch and listen for your health Eliminate imagination Replace it with adaptation Perhaps we've grown too fast An ideation that couldn't last Even with a gift so vast We are doomed to repeat our past The reality is That not all will lay eyes Upon the shallow river beds It will be You and I Forced to survive While the tyrants Rest their heads It is in these Perilous moments We analyze Every word we've said As whats left of oxygen Escapes my chest Oh how I have waited For this final breath Behind the gated and razored walls They construct with our wages To laugh in our faces If we don't stop they never will It will never be enough Until they kill All of the poor Or put them in cages A future wasted And all for what They make break some But they can't stop all of us They can't stop all of us They can't stop all of us They can't stop all of us They can't stop all of us

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The Debut EP from Progressive Nu-Deathcore project SURGEON

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released November 30, 2023

All music and lyrics written and recorded by Jake Wolf
Mix and Mastered by Simone Pietroforte

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